Welcome to those that have subscribed this month to receive the Love Letters and healing messages from the Black Rose. As I begin to write, I am gazing out into the night sky on the eve of a larger than normal Capricorn Full Moon. I cannot sleep. It is too hot. Yet another heat wave has started here in the UK.
In Astrology, Capricorn like the goat is grounded and oversees the legacies we will build, no co-incidence there then as I continue to write my book to share my lived experiences of a Heart healing journey. Astrologically, Capricorn is also serving as a grounding anchor for the emotional waters of Cancer season.
There appears to be a heavy weight in many emotional Hearts. Hearts ache for connection and support. Many carry a lot of pain and conflict. They carry a lot of longing. A lot of grief too. Are you one of them?
So Love’s healing message from the Black Rose this month is this:
What do you need to focus on?
What are your emotions trying to tell you?
As the wheel turned at the Summer Solstice in June, so we too are at a turning point as we move into the second part of 2025.
As the Full Moon illuminates the night sky so too our emotional Hearts are being illuminated. Below are extracts from a chapter I have been writing for my book that I have been prompted to share at this Full Moon.
“The Black Rose will expose you to the hidden, painful secrets, untold events, wounds that were never talked about or named, the unacknowledged grief, the lies and things you deny, hide, or refuse to acknowledge within yourself.
The lies I speak of are the subconscious beliefs of our deeply ingrained thoughts and feelings we are not even aware of, all the things that were said to us we believed to be true. They strongly affect our actions and how we perceive things, the actions we do or do not take.
The tension from the emotional distress and conflict that was never named or talked about, the lies, unspoken feelings, unacknowledged and unexpressed grief that built up in silence, is the burden you carry in your nervous system”
From a lifetime of tension and emotional distress my nervous system and body could not carry it anymore. Inflammation from carrying a burden that was not mine to carry in the first place eventually erupted as rheumatoid arthritis.
“There had been times I had avoided self-honesty. I had been dishonest with myself.
And the most painful lies?
THE ONES I TOLD MYSELF
We may be tempted to hide the parts of ourselves that are less than perfect. We fear that if we were to share our woundedness with another we may be seen as less than or they could react in a way that deepens our wounding.
And what I have learnt along the way is this:
True healing takes time. At times it can be inconvenient. It can be messy. It means I have to dive into uncomfortable realities I’d rather not face. It includes the truths I’d prefer were not spoken….
Healing means looking at those festering wounds and digging deep. Prodding, probing, picking a scab, scraping a cavity, until everything painful, everything that could cause continuing problems now or in the future is cut away so truth is exposed.
IT REQUIRES RADICAL HONESTY
I have had to open and re-examine wounds that I thought I had healed. I could only heal them at the level of consciousness I was at, at the time.
It has required being patient and compassionate with my limitations, abilities and the way I have perceived my wounding, and even my progress and transformation. At times, three steps forward, two steps backwards. Sometimes it meant starting all over again.”
Our uncomfortable emotions carry deep wisdom. Receive the light of this Full Moon into your Heart, don’t get lost in emotions, but be the observer of them.
What are they teaching you about yourself?
What are the gifts and lessons they want to impart?
Living with chronic illness I have to focus on what or who is worth my energy now. That may sound brutal, it is self-preservation. I have to set boundaries and say no to everything else or else what energy I do have would soon become depleted.
By focusing my mind, Heart and energy on what is important to me now, it enables me to still serve those in need.
What do you need to focus on? There is much “out there” to get distracted and take us away from what really needs our energy.
Holy points in time
Energetically, July is a month where holy points in time mark an end and a new beginning.
“As we open ourselves to receive and navigate our way through the higher octaves of Light through Mary Magdalene’s Feast Day on 22nd July, the mystical power and dreamlike timelessness of the Mayan’s “Day Out of Time” on the 25th and the Galactic New Year on the 26th, we rise to even higher points of Light in August.” https://www.lightmessenger.co.uk/holders-of-the-sirian-light/
A must read for sisters or brothers of the Rose wanting to find their true lineage.
For those who are feeling the Galactic energies, we are now in the opening of the Stellar Sirius Gateway and the Lion’s Gate corridor, in preparation for the Lion’s Gate on the 8th August.
Be the observer and let the light into your emotional Heart at this time, to reflect on any issues that need to be resolved and clear what no longer serves you, ready to receive the influx of higher points of Light in August.
Created with Love, Grace and in Service, please feel free to share in the comments below.
May the Love Letters continue to Inspire, Comfort and Support you in times of need.
With Love,
Linda